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Soulmate- Natasha Bedingfield

Wed, 02 Apr 2008 16:22:48 GMT

Incompatible, it don't matter though
'cos someone's bound to hear my cry
Speak out if you do
you're not easy to find

Is it possible Mr. Loveable
is already in my life?
right in front of me
or maybe you're in disguise

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
who knows how to love you without being told
somebody tell me why I'm on my own
if there's a soulmate for everyone

Here we are again, circles never end
how do I find the perfect fit
there's enough for everyone
but I'm still waiting in line

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
who knows how to love you without being told
somebody tell me why I'm on my own
if there's a soulmate for everyone

If there's a soulmate for everyone

Most relationships seem so transitory
They're all good but not the permanent one

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
who knows how to love you without being told
somebody tell me why I'm on my own
if there's a soulmate for everyone

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
who knows how to love you without being told
somebody tell me why I'm on my own
if there's a soulmate for everyone
If there's a soulmate for everyone

March 19,2008

Mon, 24 Mar 2008 00:15:44 GMT

recent happenings

My relationship has been a rollercoaster ride the last few weeks. She has given me multiple reasons for our break up. I wish things could just go back to the way they were 3 months ago...but it’s not that simple. We are working on things-taking each day as it comes. All I know is that I am completely in love with her and willing to wait and see "what happens" wth us.

March 10,2008

Thu, 13 Mar 2008 01:48:47 GMT

what happened

Rachel told me that she's not in love with me anymore and that's why she broke up with me. Enough said...

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getting my heart broken

Rachel and I have been struggling to make us work. We both have issues, but we promised each other that we would hang onto each other and fight threw them. Well today she broke up with me. The irony is that today would have been our 8th month anniversary. Great way to have things end with the person I thought that I was going to spend the rest of my life with. The worst part is that I am so crazy, mad in love with her that I can't see past it. I've been making myself nuts trying to get her to work things out with me the last few days, because I saw this coming. I actually might have made things worse. Relationships SUCK!!!!!

July 6,2007

Mon, 10 Mar 2008 04:15:01 GMT

what's going on...

I met someone. Well, actually, I didn't just meet them. They have been a part of my life for the last 2 years. I just looked at her differently and oddly enough she happened to do the same with me at the same time. I don't understand why something like that would happen after such a long period of time but it has. And it's pretty much turned my world around. I have never dated someone that I was honestly just friends with...and we truely have been nothing more than friends. I called her every time I had something happy, sad, and/or just significant occur in my life...and she treated me the same. Which brings me to my feelings for her...honestly, I have never felt like this for anyone before. I can't even begin to describe what's going on in my head and my heart. I actually could see myself settling down...amazing...

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best song ever

Stay With Me lyrics

Baby, the clock on the wall is lying

It's not really that late

It's too cold outside to be walking around the streets of this town

And wherever you think you have to be can wait

Why don't you stay with me

Share all your secrets tonight

We can make believe the morning sun never will rise

Come and lay your head on this big brass bed

And we'll be alright as long as you stay with me, yeah

Baby, there is just no use in hiding

with the way that I am feeling right now

With you standing there baby I swear I can't help but stare

Girl you're wearing me out, wearing me out

Baby, stay with me share all your secrets tonight

We can make believe the morning sun never will rise

Come and lay your head on this big brass bed

and we'll be alright as long as you stay with me

Baby don't go it looks like it's starting to rain

And it's so warm here in this apartment wrapped up in this blanket

So stay

Stay with me

Share all your secrets tonight

We can make believe the morning sun never will rise

Come and lay your head on this big brass bed

And we'll be alright as long as you stay

I'll be alright as long as you stay with me, yeah

Stay with me

July 10,2007

Mon, 10 Mar 2008 04:12:49 GMT

You always make it too early to say good night and impossible to say good bye...and I am now officially cheesecakes biggest fan...lol...don't ask...(written about Rachel)

Nov.26,2007

Mon, 10 Mar 2008 04:11:17 GMT

O.K....where to begin. Looking at condo's and it sucks. So far they are just too small to fit us both and all our clothing. Oh, did I mention that we are both clothes whores? Arrrghh...has to have 2 bedrooms for friends and family. And some sort of storage/basement/atic. So that's the first mountain we are trying to get over. 2 is me finding a school to finish my degree. I want it to be completely on line. I have a huge catalog of schools that offer degrees on line that I am slowly sorting out. 3 is the wedding...don't let me talk about that...I will go on for days. We had selected Alaska for a honeymoon...but, now we are talking about getting visas an traveling abroad...maybe Europe. Sigh, just want to settle in and stop the madness of it all.

Dec. 13,2007

Mon, 10 Mar 2008 04:10:14 GMT

My first Chanukah was awsome. Rachel's family was wonderful when it came to understanding my lack of knowledge about the Jewish religion. They explained everything beautifully to me. They even gave me a present. I had a great time...and (big grin) I think celebrating the holiday brought Rachel and I even closer together. Now it's time for my family and Christmas...EEEeeeeeee

Jan. 27,2008

Mon, 10 Mar 2008 04:09:00 GMT

Sometimes I get too caught up in my world to remember that I am someone of importance to her...she texts me that she's having a busy day at work. Lots of injured kids...then my cell rings and it's her. She just wanted to say "hi" and tell me she loves me. And I sit back and marvel at how lucky I am to be with someone so wonderful...

July 6,2007

Mon, 10 Mar 2008 04:01:09 GMT

I want to hold your hand when you are sick...your heart when you are sad...your head when you are weary...and all your love when you are away from me...(taken from myspace-written about Rachel)

Sunday July 8,2007

Mon, 10 Mar 2008 03:59:23 GMT

Her love holds some sort of magic that makes my demons dance and play...and turns my darkest night into the brightest day. Her touch has the strength to move my greatest mountains of fear and pain...and yet she is gentle enough to calm the torrid waters of my rageing mind when anxiety sets in.(written about Rachel)

my girl Rachel-March 1,2008

Mon, 10 Mar 2008 03:46:03 GMT

I sometimes become overwrought by the situations every day life puts me into...example- my car; I have put a few thousand dollars into my car over the last 6 months for major repair work. I did so under the misguided understanding that my car would be returned to a level of performance almost equal to the day it was made. How could I be ssoooo foolish to think this, you ask? Well, in my mind, when all the old car parts are replaced with pretty, shiny, expensive, new car parts, you get a "new" car. Stupid me to think that, huh? I will now have to buy a new car. I can say that calmly now because I have had time to internalize the facts and rationalize what my options are. Unfortunatly, when the "shit hit the fan", I was not even remotely anywhere near this close to being calm or collected. Remember Chicken Little running frantically around screaming "the sky is falling"? That is a great example of how I reacted. OK, here comes another "Rachel to my rescue moment"...while I was freaking out, she sent me countless texts telling me that things would be fine-blah-blah-blah. But what got through to me was when she told me that no matter what happens, she will always be right by my side, loveing me. "Don't cry baby, we'll get threw this". She completely surprised me by telling me that...so I pulled my shit together...and I purchased a new car.

Valentine's Day

Mon, 10 Mar 2008 03:45:00 GMT

Valentine's Day has always been a crappy day for me...until this year/Rachel. First, let me say that I sent her M&M's with "special" sayings that the Mars Company printed on them (with my instructions)...that's all I am telling about my gift. She adopted a monkey, in my name, from the Monkey World Ape Rescue Center, located in Nr. Wareham, Dorset, England. I am now the proud Mommy to Eveline, a chimpanzee who was rescued from a Dutch laboratory on 12/02/99. For those of you who truely know me, I have a little (family generated) obsession with monkeys...or as we like to call them....MON--KEEEEEYS!!!!! Best present ever-Ever-EVER!!!

Feb. 1,2008

Mon, 10 Mar 2008 03:43:50 GMT

Yesterday morning we went to this very small diner for breakfast. We had just started to eat, when this older couple sat in the booth behind us. I am guessing that they were in their late 70"s. Rachel was very taken by them...she watched them while we ate and kept commenting on how cute they are. When we were finished eating, Rachel went up to the register to pay the bill. When she came back to the table, she told me that she had purchased their breakfast as well as ours. AND THAT MY FRIENDS IS JUST ONE OF THE MANY COUNTLESS REASONS WHY I LOVE RACHEL!!!!! Just felt like sharing....

my girl

Mon, 10 Mar 2008 03:42:05 GMT

sleep is for the weak...

Sat, 23 Sep 2006 14:25:04 GMT

work=40 hours+12 hours(or more) of O.T.
soccer=2 days practice=1 day clinic+2 days coaching games+ 1 day playing
WHAT DOES THIS MAKE?????
Ellie=never enough times to text,talk,or see
MISS YOU BABY!!!!

EEEEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Tue, 09 May 2006 13:07:38 GMT

48 more days and Ellie's home
dee dah deet deet dee
dee dah deet deet dee
48 more days...

Thu, 02 Mar 2006 11:26:24 GMT

I'm rushing to get ready for work. This will be short. What the F**K...I feel like everything is always a riddle. It frustraits me...gggrrrrrrr

coming home...

Tue, 14 Feb 2006 14:33:16 GMT

..."feels like coming home..."
So happy to hold you again...to feel your warmth pressed up againest me...the smell of your hair...the softness of your skin...the gentle caress of your lips as they push passionatly againest mine...
So sad to see you leave...hang my arms down, heavy and empty...look at the chinese food in the fridge and know that i'm eating it alone...watch the snow change from "a thing of wonder and beauty" because you were just in it to just plain wet and cold
So accustomed to the change from your being here to you being gone...but never used to it...never wanting you to leave and not knowing how to tell you...
Hope this let's you know...I love you...Pooh